My attempt to put up blogs regularly has failed, will try again once I am fully settled.
Why do I feel like everything that is happening around me is a show and I am a member of the audience?
Yes that sounds really odd but it is how I have been feeling for the last week, I am starting to get really annoyed with it. I keep doing that whole shake of the head thing that you do when you have been staring at one spot for a while in a trance, I know how odd it must look to everybody around me. I feel that if I do it every now and again I will eventually snap out of it!
This weekend I am moving AGAIN! This time I am hoping will be a permanent one until I move to Australia! I found out last night that another good friend is moving to Australia next year, there are more and more reasons to go!
Yay! It’s the weekend tomorrow!
Friday, November 21, 2008
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Welcome back Summer!
Yay Summer is back! I say back as during the middle of October we had gorgeous weather and we all started getting excited as summer was finally here but we all go to excited to soon as last week it SNOWED! Yes in November it snowed in Christchurch! This is odd as in Christchurch we hardly get any snow in winter as it is…but the last two days the temperature has got up to 26degrees Celsius!!
Hehe today is cup day in Christchurch so that means short week Yay! But what it is really like is a smaller version of Melbourne Cup day. Today we did an office sweepstake and my horse came in 2nd! So I won $5 Yay, it’s not much but it is exciting to me!
The other night I broke the news to the guy that loves me that all I want to be is friends, this went down better than I thought but now I am worried that he thinks that we will eventually get together after I get myself sorted. Hmm to me this isn’t the case, so I am watching every move I make, to make sure I don’t put the wrong signs out there.
On other news I spoke a thought, out loud to my mum that I was going to start looking for somewhere to live, yip that was fine but then she goes and puts the house back on the market! Acting like its all my fault that she bought the house and now I am not going to be living there!! That’s not the case, but hey you can’t tell her that. At the same time of putting it on the market they also put it on trademe, to see if anybody would like to rent it and surely enough a family has come along and wants it! Which I was hoping would happen so she wouldn’t make a loss on the house.
In the mean time I went and had a look at a flat (the lady that does my waxing is looking for a flatmate), the house is smaller than I was looking for, probably about the same as my old flat but its got a decent size back yard and I don’t have to share a washing line with four other flats! She is really nice and we sat and talked for ages, I felt comfortable straight away (this is a big thing for me). I am going to have a look at another flat tomorrow night to make sure I am making the right decision. But I think I am going to go for it!
Hehe today is cup day in Christchurch so that means short week Yay! But what it is really like is a smaller version of Melbourne Cup day. Today we did an office sweepstake and my horse came in 2nd! So I won $5 Yay, it’s not much but it is exciting to me!
The other night I broke the news to the guy that loves me that all I want to be is friends, this went down better than I thought but now I am worried that he thinks that we will eventually get together after I get myself sorted. Hmm to me this isn’t the case, so I am watching every move I make, to make sure I don’t put the wrong signs out there.
On other news I spoke a thought, out loud to my mum that I was going to start looking for somewhere to live, yip that was fine but then she goes and puts the house back on the market! Acting like its all my fault that she bought the house and now I am not going to be living there!! That’s not the case, but hey you can’t tell her that. At the same time of putting it on the market they also put it on trademe, to see if anybody would like to rent it and surely enough a family has come along and wants it! Which I was hoping would happen so she wouldn’t make a loss on the house.
In the mean time I went and had a look at a flat (the lady that does my waxing is looking for a flatmate), the house is smaller than I was looking for, probably about the same as my old flat but its got a decent size back yard and I don’t have to share a washing line with four other flats! She is really nice and we sat and talked for ages, I felt comfortable straight away (this is a big thing for me). I am going to have a look at another flat tomorrow night to make sure I am making the right decision. But I think I am going to go for it!
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Been a While
Hello
It’s been a while…a lot has been going on and I am hoping that I can get myself into a good routine to start blogging regularly again… Now where to start??
I joined a gym and have been trying to go three times a week the big word in there is trying, this week all I have managed is twice but that is better than nothing. Today I went to an ab class and man am I feeling it now! Learnt some good exercises with a Swiss ball to work out my abs and man are they good!!
That guy I met turned out to be a dud haha nothing more to say in that sense.
I can’t remember how it came about but me n my ex (that I went out with through high school) started talking again, last week I was having a bad week so he came over to talk n it came out that he still loves me n that he will never be completely happy without me!!
Hmmm well did that make me more lost than ever, I am over him but always will have a soft spot for him. I made the comment the other day that he needed a hair cut, last night he came over to take me out for tea; he had gone and bought new clothes so he would look tidy! Got a hair cut and shaved off his beard all for me!! He also got me some flowers and they are the nicest flowers ever, one red rose one yellow Gerber and one peach/pink rose!! Now the old him would never have done this but in his words he has grown up now I was thinking ok maybe I believe it now. BUT then we went out and got some tea, then went to the video store the whole time I couldn’t relax as it was like I was looking after a child! He acted like a spoilt child the whole time not like a 20-year-old guy.
I have decided that I don’t want to be any more than friends with him, the next step is trying to tell him as I don’t think it will go down well. In all reality though he shouldn’t expect to be any more than friends with me as I have just come out of a difficult relationship so I am no where ready for another one!!
My move went well n for a time being there I thought that I had flatmates but then I tried to get the bond etc from them and they decided that they weren’t going to go ahead and move in anymore! Argh now I am back in the same boat with no flatmates!!
At the moment I feel like I am stuck in one spot at the moment n if I go anywhere I go backwards! Never forwards!! For once I would just like to go forwards even a small step forward as long as it is a step towards getting things sorted!
It’s been a while…a lot has been going on and I am hoping that I can get myself into a good routine to start blogging regularly again… Now where to start??
I joined a gym and have been trying to go three times a week the big word in there is trying, this week all I have managed is twice but that is better than nothing. Today I went to an ab class and man am I feeling it now! Learnt some good exercises with a Swiss ball to work out my abs and man are they good!!
That guy I met turned out to be a dud haha nothing more to say in that sense.
I can’t remember how it came about but me n my ex (that I went out with through high school) started talking again, last week I was having a bad week so he came over to talk n it came out that he still loves me n that he will never be completely happy without me!!
Hmmm well did that make me more lost than ever, I am over him but always will have a soft spot for him. I made the comment the other day that he needed a hair cut, last night he came over to take me out for tea; he had gone and bought new clothes so he would look tidy! Got a hair cut and shaved off his beard all for me!! He also got me some flowers and they are the nicest flowers ever, one red rose one yellow Gerber and one peach/pink rose!! Now the old him would never have done this but in his words he has grown up now I was thinking ok maybe I believe it now. BUT then we went out and got some tea, then went to the video store the whole time I couldn’t relax as it was like I was looking after a child! He acted like a spoilt child the whole time not like a 20-year-old guy.
I have decided that I don’t want to be any more than friends with him, the next step is trying to tell him as I don’t think it will go down well. In all reality though he shouldn’t expect to be any more than friends with me as I have just come out of a difficult relationship so I am no where ready for another one!!
My move went well n for a time being there I thought that I had flatmates but then I tried to get the bond etc from them and they decided that they weren’t going to go ahead and move in anymore! Argh now I am back in the same boat with no flatmates!!
At the moment I feel like I am stuck in one spot at the moment n if I go anywhere I go backwards! Never forwards!! For once I would just like to go forwards even a small step forward as long as it is a step towards getting things sorted!
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